Friday, April 29, 2011

When this door closes

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

You~ (While putting on a smile for you)
I say thank you, for making these happy memories (Shining with an awkward smile)

I'm sending you away like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

You~
If you show me your tears
And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side
While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
I'm holding onto you like this but


When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
So that you
Won't see me while my tears come out
Please don't look back and just go





Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Makin Besar Makin Ego

masih ingtkah masa korg kecik2 dulu, kalau terjatuh je menangis... asl sakit sikit je nangis...sayu je tgk budak kecik nangis... sob3! macam ni haa....
uwaa.... amma.. mommy... ibu.. mak...

lepas tu kena kuchi2 sikit korg leh senyum balik.. kes terbaik bila bile boleh tersnyum even mata berair kan3?
macam adik aku, asal jatuh je muke mmg dah confrim nak nangis dah, pastu mak aku tnye..
"adik, dpt x tgkap kura2?"
dia akan jawab
"x dapat dah lari" (muka senyum)

hehe... smile!

skrg, kalau nak wat cm2 mau kena lepuk ngn org yg tgh sedih tu...
"ko pehal! aku tgh sedih ko nak kuchi2 plak ngn aku!"
aku teringt masa aku tgh emo ngn abg ngn ayah aku.. huh! diorg leh wat xkisah pun... xleh blah bile dua2 dok layan dunia anita gelak2... aku pun apa lagi join sekaki la kan! last2 sekali aku gelak ngn diorg.. x emo dah~
cerita dunia anita kelakar siot!
nak merajuk ngn family ape kes kan? ahaha.. (saya anak manja) semua org syg aku kot...
sedih macam mane pun, mesti sekejap je dah ok... 

tp bile bab cintan cintun ni... lalala... paham2 je la...
tgh sedih2 bile org pujuk mau nangis lagi teruk...even kadang2 org yg pujuk 2 bgtaw sumtg yg boleh wat kite happy balik serta-merta...

"Saya benci awak!"
"Jgn la mcm ni.. I love u until when when taw"

erk! geli plak aku baca... kehkehkeh...

comel kan budak kecik ni!

p/s: cik shinoda cepat kawen! aku nak curik anak ko... ahahahha! 

Friday, April 22, 2011

wonder how frog smiling...

normal face
(-____-)

smiling
(-_________-)

hahaha! comel kan3!

yang ni gamakichi..

yang ni plak adik dia.. gamatatsu
selamat berkenalan!
diorg ni comel kan! bukan katak hijau yg thirah geli 2 ok, yg ni kaler oren ngn kuning... hoho... 
dahulu kala masa kecik2 duduk ats kepala naruto
jiraiya yg tkejut beruk bile naruto slah summon, nak summon bapak, anak yg kuar.. kecik lak tuh!


naruto lak atas kepala die.. 

Monday, April 11, 2011

lalalala.. 2nd birthday...

nape 2nd? sbb kali ke dua la... lilin pun dua batang je.. x caya? meh tgk...
eh? how come ade tulisan satu tu?? lilin pun lebih sebtg!!

sila ignore ye yg tlbih tu...

nak ucap terima kasih buat sahabat yg buat surprise kat Hikari untuk bitrhday Hikari ni
terharu I.. arigatou!!
sayang korg!! cik nuri, cik syu, cik thirah and rumat comel cik nurul

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

sakit perut!!

kul 3 aku dah tersedar dah punye la sakit perut... pukul 3, korg g toilet x mase tuh? aku ni penakut sikit...
antara option yang bermain kat kepala aku masa sakit perut

1.wat bodoh je... jgn layan perasan, nnt dah ttido, hilngla
2.isi minyak panas... pastu sambung tido
3.g toilet!

wargh! punye la aku malas.. aku golek2 atas katil... lepas tu ttido.. terjaga balik, xsampai 10 min pun aku tido.. sakit perut lagi.. then aku capai minyak panas, sapu2, guling2 ttido.. tup2, jage balik still pukul 3 lebih..
"xleh jadi ni, mesti mahu pergi toilet!"
ahaks! setelah itu perut dah korg sikit tp still sakit...

last3, tiga2 option 2 aku wat... wahaha.. kalau awal2 g toilet xde la aku x cukup tido an..

p/s: kalau sakit perut g je toilet.. USM ni selamat! Ahoy~

Monday, April 4, 2011

Say NO!




Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he’d cherish you in my place

“THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT’S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It’s okay, it’s not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn’t hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me”

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

“She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her”
Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries”
I don’t know why I’m telling him this
I know I’m going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I’m going to be upset behind my friend’s back and beg him not to

Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL
Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

p/s: aku dok layan lagu x taw lak ni maksud die.. Ahoy~

Sunday, April 3, 2011

homesick

eh? homesick dah??
saje menggedik... kehkehkeh
so ape yg Hikari dapat mase balik rumah??
1. kasih sayang
2. disiplin diri
3. semngat
4. makanan best!
5. duit... opps! (xperlu dmention)

and Hikari baru taw mate Hikari ni kaler brown.. ohohoh...


ok... semata2 dusta je ni...

dah Hikari g ngadap matahari mmg la mata jd kaler ni kan3! korg pun boleh try...kalau boleh thn la...
jgn kerut dahi! Ahoy~ heheh..

p/s: sakit pale pas amik gmbar ni..