Hari Interaksi 2010 :Sangat suka gambar ni~

adakah gambar ni di edit dan di resize (bahasa ntah pape)?? yg 2 shinu xtaw, well if she did resize, i got the less quality picture la, sorry to say..

shinu <------ berbadan besar
nampak x?? nampak x??  bejaya menyorok di belakang kak jien, tp shinoda dah melebih... ko menyorok 50% lebih... hakhakhak
style tersama plak dgn shinoda.. xperasan die wat cm2 jugak..

dari kiri: penyanyi dinner interaksi, ajk interaksi, ajk interaksi, manusia yg xde kaitan dgn kerja2 disebalik tabir hari interaksi, ajk interaksi....

adakah manusia yg xde kaitan 2 bertuah??
yup sgt!! (muka bengkek)

mkan dulu ye kawan2...
bpe bnyk btg sate shinu amik pun xtaw...lemang yg dipotong2 2 dua ketul, nasi goreng 2/3 pinggan, laksa yg xsampai separuh pinggan,  nasi himpit seketul (yg dah kena potong ye), then dessert.. yg 2 shinu mkn bnyk..

niat dihati, xnak pegi, xnak pakai wedges... well, you ask for it kan... disebbkan ketidakrelaan hati ni... shinu suffers allergic that cause me hard to breath hard to swallow, high body temperature, headache...

shinu ni susah demam serius... immune kuat, mase matrik mmg xpenah g klinik, demam stay kat bilik... ok sihat.. skrg?? haish... dugaan2...  sotong! jgn ganggu shinu!!

good job my dear friends!! big applause... nyanyian kena praktis ye, kamu nervous di ats stage.. xpe sy suka keberanian kamu ( jugde)... usher yg lemah lembut menyambut VIP yg di bawah dan di atas, I like! pengiring VIP yg sentiasa tersenyum manis... bagus! conclusion: good job!

Games!

shinu <------ suke main game!

hahaha... xkan lelaki je kot bleh dilabel suke main game kan...
caye x kalau shinu ckp ape yg abg shinu main, mesti shinu pnah main jgk?

sejarah bagaimana Shinu mula menjinakkan diri dengan video games....

masa 4 tahun...
ayah shinu beli game kotak yg kena cucuk kalau nak main...
shinu pun xtaw name benda alah 2.....
fav game...

kalau dgr lagu game ni confirm mengundang nostalgia... 

game mario mesti korg taw kan... aku xsuke! susah!(percakapan semasa kanak2)

pastu rasenye aku lame gak la xmain game, almaklumla abg2 mase 2 sorg dah 12 sorg lg 6 thn...

diorg la yg conquer tol x?

12 tahun...

abg shinu beli PS

yeah, masa yg sesuai nak main game dgn UPSR lg... chantek!

yg ni bnyk game yg shinu suka!

teman adik main, mencabar jugak sebenarnye.. hehe

my first racing game...

sudah mula main game yg gune bnyk CD... star ocean 2... rena and cloud
citer ni pnah masuk tv, tp cloud name die btukar jd krod... haha...
sbbkan japanese yg xreti sbut L automatic translation ke bahasa pun sama...

best game ni! dlm game ni dunia ade 2 dimension, means stu dunia real, stu lg mcm opposite.. lebih kurg la.. serge(watak utama) budak mlg, masa tgh dating ngn awek nak bg kodomo scale (lawa, colour rainbow) boleh plak wave besar dtg then he was absorbed to another world, waktu ni jumpe awek bru (kid, yg dlm pic)... aku nak cite pun complicated game ni.. main sendiri!

squall and rinoa... rinoa yg agak gedik... bpe puluh jam aku main game ni, 4CD..
best bile part cerita 2, gambr brtukar jd smooth, xde la petak2.. ade GF (guardian force) paling kuat GF ni eden.. masa nak amik die pun susah,  terpaksa la Shinu guna kamikaze dua kali, then rinoa steal die, berjaya!

yup, the best game ever! pun 4CD.. zidane berekor.. human dlm game ni steiner sorg je, yg pakai armor 2... pling cepat aku pnah abskan game ni 24jam...
awek die garnet a.k.a dagger.. a runaway princess..(yg rambut pnjang 2)
name pling aku suke skali yg bju hijau 2.. Red Flaming Amarant..

next.. harry potter.. the boy who live..
shinu main yg chamber of secret and sorcerer stone...
dua2 pun best.. ayat fav "do you have anyone have a grudge against you?" fred asked "draco malfoy" harry answered...
lagi stu yg sorting hat ckp 2.. "not slytherine eh? better be...Griffindor!"

20 tahun...

kitorg share2 beli PS3

since beli game pun ala cm beli emas, kat umah kitorg baru ade dua ketul CD...

org kate game ni normally org trade je, xbeli baru pun... xbest la xleh wat collection ye tak...

graphic lawa... main kat tv besar... pergh!!! cm duduk kat game station... ade zombie, angle...horseman 2 die la.. name die war... he answered the call, but there was no call, the 7th seal was not broken.. 

sbbkan untuk adik shinu yg baru 13 thn akak shinu beli... tp sbnarnye best jgk.. haha

game laptop xcite lagi.. nnt la bile ade masa (eceh masa buat entry ni pun keje blambak sbnrnye)

cartoon, my fav!!!

shinu<------ peminat cartoon!
xmalu pun nak ngaku... sbb slalu tgk cartoon, terasa la diri ni kanak2 lagi... heheheh

ok, sejak kecik mmg dah terdedah ngn cartoon, jap2..sape yg x? sila angkat tgn...
confirm korg ni budak bijak no 1 je dlm kelas, motto korg, "bukulah hiburan ku"
wah... xpenah aku jumpe...

okla, shinu nak bgtaw cite2 cartoon yg shinu suke dr kecik smpai la sekrg... heeeee~~

conan the barbarian, die ade burung phoenix kat shield die, kdg2 je kuar...

 thunder, thunder, thunder cats!! meow2 yg comel.. i like!

dragon ball.. hame hame ha!! (mcm hamik2 hang je... haha)

hey arnold! sorg budak perempuan suke sgt kat arnold ni tp suke cri pasal ngn die.. ish3..

I am teenage average girl, and I'm here to save the world..

Kim possible! so what's the stitch?

lilo pun ckp... not what but who... stitch is my dog!

sbnarnye disney pnah gabung lilo and stitch dgn kim possible dlm satu cerita.. 

american dragon... jake long yg bleh btukar jd dragon and sgt pandai main skate board!

Sam, Clover and Alex... stiap mission diorg mesti ade go go boots..

Pucca loves Garu! die suke mgaru ke? hahaha

when there are superpowers they unite! teen titans! suke raven, mind power.. and style yg agak emo...

super robot monkey team hyper force go!

panjg x tajuk cartoon ni... budak kecik xsuke cite ni, even aku tgk pun kadg2 sakit pale... conflict cite ni best!

and i believe Aang can save the world...

Sorry Aang, I am a fire bender... hahaha

mak and ayah naruto...

taju kage bushin no jutsu!

ni jurus 1000 shadow... sgt suke naruto, blue eyes...

Ichigo, the replacement shinigami... rukia dgn abarai ke dgn ichigo eh?

ke ichigo dgn inoe?

Ben 10! sgt suke XLR8 and four arm... 

Ben 10 alien force, echo echo yg comel.. ish geram tol tgk diorg punye figurine kat toy R us... mahu beli!

dah2.. ni yg last... haha... phineas and ferb, young engineers... love them! candace yg selalu terkena, and pet diorg perry.. a.k.a agent P

well, bnyk lg sbnarnye.. anime aku x cite lagi.. sebenarnye dah selit dragon ball, naruto and bleach kat cni... hahah

Today Is A Green Day....

baca title ni ala2 lagu taylor swift: today is a fairytale...

kenape green day?? bukan red hot chilli pepper, pink, blue( semua name artis)...

hari ni shinu  bwk kwn shinu  g klinik... demam.. tp disebbkan dah tak g kelas, kena la amik MC ye x...
bukan pelik pun kalau parit buntar 2 naik motor ke keta ke...
tp setiap kali naik motor dgn kakak ni (kwn shinu) mesti lampu isyarat hijau..
tidak tahu mengapa...

tp nak ckp all green 2, mmg tipu la..(la.. td bgtahu green semua, betul ke tak budak shinu ni?)
bile kat traffic light 2, mule2 2 merah.. pastu hijau memanjang...
adakah kakak ni seorg budak yg bertuah? (kalau kakak 2= budak, shinu=kanak2?)

so, bile bwk kakak ni g parit buntar shinu mmg dah bajet dah...
green light punye la.... straight g parit buntar non-stop.. haha...
sonang idup eden...

cara marah yg comel!

korang suke tgk cerita korea x?
cintan cintun 2... hahah...
perempuan, ramai yg suke kot.. lelaki pun, xcaye? tnye abg aku...

aku suke tul style diorg marah...comel!
steps to get angry Korean version:
1. mula-mula pandang orang tu dgn muka x percaya org tu leh buat camtu kat kita
2. start  pandang tempat lain, well, xkisah la kiri ke kanan
3. buat bunyi cam: aigo... aish...
4. pastu pandang org 2 balik, sambil pgg leher kita (indication blood pressure is rising)
5. gelak sikit, then senyum sinis

lebih kurg cm2 la... tp aku rase korean je kot comel buat macam tu.. hahaha

aku buat kat kawan aku td pastu die ckp:
haha.. xde kaitan ko g pgg leher ko...
aku marah ni, blood pressure naik!

aku jrg marah org, serius... kalau dah start tengking 2...
aku dah meletup la 2, badan menggeletar, pening2 lalat..
aku tak suka perasaan macam tu...
xmacho la beb nak emo2 ni... tp aku suka style emo a.k.a style je... bukan perangai... hahaha

sorry nisa. meniru.. hahaha

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : teh tarik ke?
2. Last phone call : eddy
3. Last text message : kak jien
4. Last song you listened to : katy perry peacock.. hahaha
5. Last time you cried : last month kot...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : yes, bad woman!
7. Been cheated on : hmm.. really sad..
8. Kissed someone and regretted it : regret? why should I?
9. Lost someone special : my bf
10. Been depressed :of course
11. Been drunk and threw up : threw up,euw! drunk lg la..no3!
LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. white
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
14. Made a new friend : yes
15. Fallen in love : like yes, fall in love no
16. Laughed until you cried : don't remember, smpai sakit perut= always!
17. Met someone who changed you : yes
18. Found out who your true friends were : who they are?
19. Found out someone was talking about you : haha.. caught red handed 
20. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list accidentally : opps!
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : 80% .
22. How many kids do you want to have : 3 je kot
23. Do you have any pets : my tompok, tough and muscular!
24. Do you wanna change your name : no
25. What did you do for your last birthday : last birthday i was here, in usm.. thanks nurul for the cake
26. What time did you wake up today : 6.39 a.m
27. What were you doing at midnight last night : playing game= Dragon Age
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for : money3!
29. Last time you saw your Mother : saturday, 6.30pm.. here USM
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : My body maybe...
32. What are you listening to right now : peacock!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Ye sung : no, i wish i could! saranghea!
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now : my.... argh!
35 Most visited webpage : 4shared
36. What’s your real name : Nur Asilah Bt Reh
37. What’s your nickname : Dikyah,Atah,Asilah,Ashley,CJ7,L,Lisa,Mortal (too many.. hahah)
38. Relationship Status : belum berkahwin
39. Zodiac sign : aries
40. Male or female : female
41. Elementary school : SKJ23
42. Middle school : SMKST,SMKJ18
43. High school/college : Kedah matriculation college
44. Hair colour : Black
45. Long or short :short
46. Height : 158cm kot
47. Do you have a crush on someone : no, sick of it, tired of it!
48: What do you like about yourself : chubbiness
49. Piercings : yes.. 4 times.. haish, painful..
50. Tattoos :nope
51. Righty or lefty : righty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery : nope
53. First piercing : can't remember
54. First best friend : since i was born, my mom..
55. First sport you joined in : lumba lari
56. First vacation : cameron kot
58. First pair of trainers : my teachers
59. Eating : nasi gorng tom yam
60. Drinking : teh ais
61. I’m about to : sleep
62. Listening to : katy perry= peacock
63. Waiting for : still... money3!
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids : of course!
65. Get Married : InsyaAllah
66. Career : Engineer... dream career..
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : lips
68. Hugs or kisses : kisses
69. Shorter or taller : taller..
70. Older or Younger : Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : nice arms.. wow! macho!
73. Sensitive or loud : sensitive, so i cuddle you whenever you're down..
74. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : gler ape...
77. Drank hard liquor : nope!
78. Lost your glasses/ contact : yeah, once.. and now stop wearing glasses dah
79. Sex on first date : hakhak... What!
80. Broken someone’s heart : for those... I'm truly sorry
82. Been arrested : good girl
83. Turned someone down : again, sorry
84. Cried when someone died : my bf.. a lot.. even now.. miss u so much
85. Fallen for a friend : hahaha... why should i?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : Yes
87. Miracles : Yes
88. Love at first sight : haish, thadum3! your heart can't stop beating hard for him... 
89. Heaven : Yes
90. Santa Claus : no
91. Kiss on the first date : hmm.. did I?
92. Angels : Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : haha, seronok!
95. Did you sing today : yup.. rappin like eminem
96. Ever cheated on somebody : Sorry...
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : the day we last met dear :(
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : the first day i'm in the class... being friendly to my best friends.. must be funny!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : maybe..
100. No question : stomachache

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

berada di rumah ni, susah sikit shinu nak online... almaklumlah, internet takde...
dikesempatan ini shinu nak cakap...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
kepada sahabat2, dan rakan2 yg menegenali diri ini...
maaf ats silap salah terkutuk dan terkata, merajuk dan termerajuk(faizin... hehehe), tumbuk dan tertmbuk(yang ni khas untuk shinoda)....

raya kali ni cm biasa cm raya2 yg lain... bezanye shinu x bergerak je...
hahaha... menunggu kawan2 di rumah... adakah mereka dtg?
tett... tetttt... tidak... kuchewa...
selalunya shinu g rumah diorang... malas plak tahun ni... hahaha

ok,tutup cerita g jalan2 ni...
masa hari raya, ingatkan nak ambil gambar stu family...
ayah lambat blik plak(g rumah kawan2 kot pas solat raya)... well, kitorg pun merepek la... hahaha
bila ayah dah blik, abang plak keluar...

abang mi, kak zura dan anak mereka zafri dan zarif

dari kiri: mak, kak teh, adik, shinu, akak...

bancik dgn mak tercinta...

cari punye cari... ayah punye gambar xde... ish3..

masing2 dah sibuk mase 2.. lupe dah nak ambil gambar... hahaha...

seronok raya kali ni.. sebab first time bagi duit raya kat org...

rasa la cam diri ni kaya sikit..

ececeh... hehehe...

selmat hari raya semua!

diet~~~

selalu shinu jumpe blog yg bg tips cmne nak kurus...
hahah.. rampingkan pinggang la... mcm2...
ade yg kurus nak kurus lagi pun ade...
well, kalo shinu bg tips pun... korg mesti mcm..
"eh leh cye ke akak ni, aku nmpak die besar je"
itu sebb aku xwat diet 2... ceh!
mase cuti sem... berat aku bertambah ampat kilo wo...
sgt terkejut, xla terkejut pun...
shinu mmg kuat mkn... hahahaha
pas2 akak shinu ajak stay ngn die wat diet...

Diet Atkins
mcm name buku kimia shinu before ni je...
diet ni x bg kite mkn carbohydrates kalo nak mkn jugak, dlm 20 g je...
huuuu~~~ sedih... nasik ku, roti ku, kentang putar ku, oh..chessy wedges...
tp shinu mkn ala2 queen gitu...
"I would like some grilled chicken and em, beef stew please"
hahaha... itu yg shinu order mase g chicken rice shop...
name kedai pun rice... but no, nasik x main eh...
buah pun xbleh...kacang xbleh... sotong...kentang...benda yg bertepung... ape lagi eh... kalo nak makn pun kena refer carbohydrates kat plastic mkanan 2 dulu, uish, careful.. nnt x trun salahkan aku plak.. ingt!(ala2 upin ipin) 20 g je x lebih...
sayur, dgg, ayam.... rotate benda 2 je...
minggu first shinu wat, mak aih... pening lalat!
xtaw nak wat pe... meniarap dan main game la ape lagi... hahaha...
hasilnye: shinu berjaya turunkan ampat kilo yg bertambah itu dlm mase seminggu...
percaye x??
percayalah~~~ (lagu siti)
hahaha... bahagia... tp setelah dah start mkn nasik, uish nasik.. sodapnye...
tmbh2 bulan pose, xsggup shinu nak tggung pening lalat wat diet... hahaha
pas raye la ye insyaAllah...
kepada kwn shinu yg tgh wat diet ni chaiyok2! kite tgk sape comel dulu... hahahah

p/s: sape nak ikut diet ni jgn gatal2 cmpur aduk ngn diet lain eh...
xjd kang... pastu kalo dah start wat stu diet 2, please stick to it.. jgn la tukar2.. kejap dgr org ni ckp pe, kejap org ni punye... ajaran sesat 2 jdnye... hahahahah

On earth (Last part)

this is the last part from the entry titled where am I, it's just HIM, Emergency...
as was asked earlier from my friend... this should the last part.. the last entry...

I stand there at the cemetery... five years ago.. really give me a complete turn over in my life...
My life won't be the same ever again..
He was buried in here.. dirt/soil covered his body by each scoop...
Until the white cloth can't be seen anymore...
No matter how much I try to bear the pain...
I still can't...  but then...
That was five years ago... losing you teach me to be strong..

A boy cry from afar and I walk toward him....
"What's wrong my dear?"
 But then the boy cry again...
" No, no.. let's go back home, it's late"

In the car...
"What did you do to him?"
" I was just playing around, sorry... I thought he like to be held up high like that"

Daniel, my son... The sign of love between me and Mark

Flashback.
After Mark found covered in blood, all I could do is praying for his life.
He lost a lot of blood. The only donor available at that time was me...
"It's very risky for you and Mark, Maria; because you...."
"Just drain my blood , as long he survive!"

And now here he is, driving our lamborghini car..
With our three year old son..
My low hb blood somehow help him survive...
Thank god.

After the attack, he was declared to be unable to work in the space again...
but then another sad news came, my father gone..
My beloved father,and I was nowhere near him when the time came...
Sorry father.

A year later I got married with Mark.
Having such a beautiful marriage life and a beautiful son.
We are actually on our way home for  Raya Aidilfitri.
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

~THE END~