Thursday, July 26, 2012

Luahan Perasaan Ke? #3


It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

Luahan Perasaan Ke? #2


When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
Lying my way from you

No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cause I can see
The very worst part of you is me

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me and I’m
Trying to bend the truth
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cause I'm


Lying my way from you
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you is ME

This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This

Luahan Perasaan Ke? #1


Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Spilled Water on Keyboard?

Have this ever occurred to you? When you're enjoying your drinks, while watching movie on your laptop, the glass slipped off you hand, and the next thing you knew, some of your buttons are not functioning. Here are some tips on what you should do when this unwanted event had occurred.

1. Turn off your laptop, and disconnect the power cord.
2. Dry your keyboard, under the sun or other source of heat you can find (of course not so hot that it is likely to damage your laptop) You can even use hair dryer.
3. Keep the lid open and stop using your laptop for 2 or 3 days (trust me keyboard need a lot of time to dry)
4. If you have a lot of free time, remove your keyboard button and wipe it dry. (I don't have tutorial for this)

Still whatever you do, you have to let the keyboard dry, or it may not function at all after that and worst case ever it keep on pressing one button non-stop. This may due to short circuit in your keyboard. If this happen, you can still remove your keyboard button but there is no guarantee that it will function again.

Well in my case, it happen on my study week and of course I can't let my days passed by without studying ( I am fully dependent on my laptop for the notes). Besides all the advices I found on the internet I still kept using my laptop. So, in the end 13 buttons cannot be used, even after I do this...

 Before I remove my keyboard button

 After...

Very dirty! With all the debris and dust..

So now I'm using USB keyboard I bought with its sole purpose is for playing games, now, it become compulsory whenever I want to use my laptop. 

P/s: Please value your laptop. It is not cheap. (T_T)

Monday, June 25, 2012

1st day Industrial Training

Kul 8.20 aku gerak ke IPharm.. Almaklumlah, dekat.. hehe.. kawan aku teman, sampai sana xsampai pun 8.30 lg.. Aku start kul, 8.30 la patutnya.. 9 baru la muncul, kak eja, bahagian admin briefing sikit kat kitorg.. Kena wat access card, normal la tu kan? 30 hinggit.. blank, putih cmtu je kad tu, kalau hilg xtaw sapa punya.. haha..

First day, korang dah dpt projek ke? (kawan2 LI aku 2 org dah dpt, diorg sgt jeles tgk aku lepak) Mesti round2 tempat tu je kan? aku g lab bioprocess, diorng wat biopolymer, yg biodegradeable tu.. yg ni under farmaseutikal.. aku punya bahagian bio-screening under nutraseutikal.. tour agak lama, bertmbh rasa lama bila aku nak g toilet.. tahan 3 jam kot.. hebat x? muahahah.. first task kena wat summary pasal IPharm, n cari pasal extract.. process yg separate solvent from extract..taw x ape name process tu?

Dalam process tu mesti la kenal kawan baru kan? IPharm kata diorg amik 30 student, cmpur aku ade 7 org je kat situ.. 3 dari UPM, 3 dari UMT.. so tiga jejaka dr UMT ni sama ngn aku, bio-screening jgk.. 3 org lg perempuan, semua kat bioprocess.. Since aku je yg familiar ngn USM ni, g la mkn ngn jejaka2 ni td.. Tibe2 rasa rapat plak ngn diorg, selamba kau je balik td diorg hntrkan.. muahaha.. And, Ooh! 3 org tu, malay xde.. sbb tu aku selamba je kot..

After lunch ade meeting, diorg cakap pasal research diorg, serius, aku x paham!! sampling kat mcm2 tempat.. best je dgr.. nak ikut boleh, tp mkn n keselamatan kena la tanggung sendiri.. huhu.. sbb superior person xde.. pastu ade taklimat kebakaran, since kitorg (aku je aku rasa) mmg xbuat pape, g la dgr.. ugh!! ngeri sakit pale aku tgk.. antara info yg aku dpt kalau badan terbakar apa yg patut kite buat...
1. jgn guna kain untuk padamkan api tu, nnt kain melekat kat kulit.. kulit koyak
2. jgn guna pasir, pasir tu dah la mcm2 ade kat dlm tu, masuk kuman kat luka..
3. jgn golek atas tanah, ni pun sama.. nnt luka masuk kuman..
4. jgn guna air.. in a few seconds, bdn terbakar n kte simbah air, urat saraf boleh putus.. mmg cacat terus la..
so, nak guna apa? guna la fire extinguisher yg fine powder tu.. terbakar sembur je, pastu dah padam baru cuci ngn air.. kalau luka pergila klinik atau hospital berhampiran..
moral kat sini, kena sentiasa ada fire extinguisher, dlm rumah mahupun kereta.. die jgk galakkan pasang smoke detector.. so bile dgr bunyi tu lari je.. sbb kebakaran yg complete habis satu bilik terbkar ni boleh berlaku xsampai 1 min pun..

so, dah pening2 tgk gmbr ngeri, berangkat balik ke tmpat aku.. cubical sendiri.. ehem2.. kul 5.30 baru balik.. esok ade keje dah ready untuk kitorg.. prepare lah.. 

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Jom menyelam!

Sekarang ni nak daftar Ko-k kena online, x sure sama ada ni menyenangkan ke menyusahkan, nak kena print (credit to Cik Nisa tlg printkan) satu hal, pastu end up kena pegi jugak office Ko-k untuk submit form.. apakah? kelebihan dia, kite taw la full ke belum kan. Tp kakak tu pulak cakap, x semestinya mendaftar dapat. lagi skali. Apakah!?

Setelah lama mengidam nak join aktiviti ni harapnya hajat tercapai, tp tgk dulu la cmne.. almaklumla dah tua kan, nak jugak gedik ngn aktiviti lain sdgkan org tgh sibuk ngn final year projek time tu.. hewhew.. Tp yg best aku berjaya pengaruh kawan aku join sekali! Najaa, Athirah, Biha, Syu dan juga Cik Nisa (sbnarnya semua pun masih cik2 lagi belum puan). 

Editting sgt buruk, xde photoshop. Lupa nak mintak kat abg chinese yg formatkan laptop aritu.
Tp korg nampak aku macam kisah ke? (Oh, korg xnampak pun muka aku.)

Yeah! Selaman scuba a.k.a Scuba diving!! Nampak x tahun pengajian kat situ? Hampir 4 thun dah aku blaja kat sini. Dgr mcm lama, tp bile fikir balik, masa berlalu mcm tu je, memory manusia bukannya kuat sgt nak ingt evey single details happen in our life kan? (exception for those who have photographic memory)  so, conclusion, aku rasa sekejap. Kalau ade org mintak aku solve soalan math masa first year dulu mmg pengsan nak recall balik (sbnarnye masa tgh blaja dulu pun aku bukannya paham hewhew..) So, mcm Phineas ckp : carpe diem.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Duit oh Duit!

Campur hari ni lima hari je lagi, sila bertahan ye..  haritu dah mintak duit kat ayah dah, but then bleh plak aku g melantak and membeli seluar jeans, akhirnya duit dah tggl ciput gler. korg ade cdgn x nak buat cmne? kalau aku puasa pun, nnt malam aku belnja sama bnyk je mcm aku nak mkn tghhari, sbb mlm mmg aku x mkan pun.. ade shake la katekan.Muahaha.. Hutang jalan2 xbayar lagi, reserved RM8 untung naik teksi.. Left: RM 7 ++ lima hari cheq! aku nak survive cmno nih?

walaupun macam tu, aku selalu pk, no worries, bersusah2 dahulu bersenang kemudian ( sbnarnya dah melantak bnyk tu dah bersenang dahulu le tuh!) Walau macam mane kte xde duit pun, Allah xkan uji kite dgn sesuatu yg kite xbleh tggung kan? Macam haritu, tibe2 ade dinner, sgt kenyang aku makan. Mana tahu hari ini dan seterusnya Allah nak merealisaikan impian aku nak jadi kurus.. hehe.. Duit, no hal la kan.. sbb berbotol2 shake kat bilik aku, melantak je sampai abs, sbb yg tu dah xde hutg2 dah.. Alhamdulillah..


Ini mmg saya yang punya, x amik dr pak cik google.. :)


P/s: Macammana kite ade masalah pun, try untuk nampak cool depan org, tu penting. Kalau x, x macho la kan..

Friday, May 25, 2012

ft. by Funkist


Ingat x aku penah cakap aku jarang sgt dengar lagu Jepun love story punya lyrics (oh lupa kat twitter je.. hehe), instead banyak lagu diorg pasal bagi semangat kat org.. take this for example, Second opening song of Fairytail season 1. Enjoy!

Lyrics in Romaji
Daijoubu ore ga nanmamkai mo sakende yaru
Kimi no ashita ga subete kagayaiteru to shinjiteru
Yume wo kanaeta subete no hito ni kasanariau kyooutsuuten
Akiramanekatta tte koto sore dake sa makenna yo!
Mukai kaze ni nagasare kujikesou na toki wa
Kono te nigire Try to take a chance mou
Kimi wa hitori nankai janai ze
Motto Motto mae he mae kimi no ikashita yume akiramenaide
Sou naitenaide susume My way imi kimi wa terashintenda hikari
Akirame nanka zenbu sutete tsuyosa to hikikae ni mata kizutsuite
Demo kimi no massugu na hitomi ni wa ima mieru daro hikari

Translation
Don't worry, I've shouted thousands of times
That i believe you future is shining bright
Everyone who accomplished their dreams have one thing in common
They never gave up, that's all! So, don't stop fighting!
Whenever you are blown away by the wind, or feel crushed
Take this hand, try to take a chance
You're not alone anymore
Keep going forward!! Don't give up on this dream of yours
Yes, stop crying and advance my way: The light is making you shine
Giving up everything in exchange for strength, you will only get hurt again
But can you honest eyes see this light?



P/s: Translation tu untuk yg x tahu bahasa Jepun.. (Bajet diri sendiri hebat sgt.. pui!)

Monday, May 21, 2012

Temasya Olahraga Tahunan

Rasanya betol kot istilah ni.. a.k.a TOT (macam muka org nangis mulut terlopong)
Hari jumaat haritu aku berangkat ke kampus induk USM sbb dah bg nama dan dah dpt baju pun untuk acara (drumroll) TARIK TALI!! Hebat tak? *evil laugh

First round lawan Lembaran. Mula2 aku dok depan, depan sekali kot.. tak taw ape function aku kat depan, bukannya membantu pun. Bermulanya permainan dgn kitorg tgh blur2 dan org depan yg sgt tak membantu, rasa macam ditarik tali. Aku dgr suara Shafika "Asilah, tarik Asilah tarik." Aku rasa macam aku pegang je tali tu. Pergh! Kuat budak lembaran nih! 2nd time tarik, OK aku give up, "Saya tak mahu duduk kat depan." Shafika ganti aku, then Nurul barulah aku. Baru la rasa confident sikit, semangat datang nak tarik tali. *evil laugh (takde kaitan). Usaha membawa berkat kitorg menang dengan Lembaran. Yeah!!

Second round lawan mak cik staf kesihatan. Nampak diorg pun aku rasa gerun. Round kedua ni kul 2.30 so, kitorg pun balik bilik lepak2, makan2, makanan dia sedap banyak pulak tuh. (Lapar pulak). Sepanjang aku stay kat induk ni, (dua hari je pun) melantak banyak gler. Petang kitorg sampai kat sana, so jalan2 cari makan kat Mary Brown, sampai la malam. Sedangkan tghhari tu aku makan Soto dari Ayam Penyet, I like the begedil. Then, Nasi Lemak and Cendol from Old Town, Superb! Time nak bertolak ke Induk tu sempat lagi beli burger Ayam Telur. Nak jadi jaguh tarik tali la kononnya, melantak pun banyak. Muahaha.
Balik bilik pas makan, baring2 atas katil, sakitnya pinggang aku. Pelik, diorg cool je aku tgk. So, aku pun decide tak mau tarik tali atas nasihat cik Nisa. Go Go Chaiyok Girls!! Apalagi masa untuk snap2 la kan. Muahaha. Muka diorg tarik tali sgt precious!! Nak tgk??


Ni la jaguh2 tarik tali nih! FYI, bukan kitorg eh. Kalau upload kitorg punya tak pasal kena marah plak.
Hebat la diorg tabik spring!

Second round kitorg tak menang, thats why balik awal. Dan, aku tak amik peduli plak sapa yang yang menang, mahu balik tido je time tu. Before that, stop di McD. Sangat sedap Quater Pounder, my new fav. Im lovin it! Aku pun xsure ni kisah tarik tali ke kisah makan. Jom2 tgk jaguh2 dari JAYA! GO JAYA GO!






Sunday, March 25, 2012

Kemalangan Ngeri

Ngeri la sangat.. Ahaks..

On 15th March 2012,
I finished transferring the data of lab exp 17 and 18.. All I have in mind is I want to send this data to my dear lab partners. Kesian diorg kalau aku bg lambat kang xleh nak wat calculation cepat2. So, aku pun dgn selekahnya, xde baju nak pakai. Balik sehelai sepinggang, punya la kalot time nak balik tu aku fikir Herbalife je.  Sambung balik, tudung pun xde nak pakai, aku ni sibuk la mencari tudung kacau mak aku tengah lipat baju. Mak sampai kena bangun la, carikan tudung, kalau cakap je aku xdapat cari. So ngn pakai sweater zaman matrik dulu, aku naik skuter mak aku. Satu silap aku, aku singsing (betul ke eja)  lengan sweater tu. Aku betulkan kedudukan moto n start bergerak.

Rumah aku betul2 kat simpang, so kalau gabung dgn jalan rumah aku ngn simpang tu jadi la jalan simpang empat. Selalu nye nak keluar aku tgk kiri kanan, Bismillah dulu, tp kali ni main keluar je bajet otai la. Aku nampk kereta kat belah kanan aku. Kereta tu perpendicular ngn moto aku, aku wat bodo je lagi time tu, ikut calculation mmg lepas la. Second time aku pusing kepala tengok kanan, pergh kereta ni rapat gler. Dalam kepala aku, Habisla, mmg kena langgar la aku. Grip aku kat moto mmg loose gler time tu. Pasrah je kena langgar haha! Terbang di udara sebentar. Kereta tu langgar belah kanan, so suppose badan aku terseret belah kiri tp kanan yg terseret. Aku terbang dan terpusing di udara rupanya. Wow! Hebat!

Time aku kat udara lagi tu, aku dengar mak aku jerit nama aku kuat gler. "DIKYAH! DIKYAH!". Tinggi mana ye aku terbang? Sampai la aku tergolek aku still dgr mak aku jerit. Yela mak aku mmg bajet aku la yg kena lggr kat depan rumah tu, sbb die la tlg aku cari tudung td, keluar rumah dpat restu taw. Aku cabut tudung, perkataan first keluar dari mulut aku is "YE!" sbbnya mak aku dok pggl aku mesti risau gler kan? Mak paph aku masuk rumah, cuci luka kat sinki. Aku rasa cam nak pengsan. Gagahkan diri, aku cakap nak baring. Hamik terbaring sejam.

Jiran2 rumah datang, pantas mereka ini! Sori, xleh layan. Si budak kecik Mariam ni duduk sebelah aku kerut2, "Mak Cik" die pggl aku. Aku xnak orang risau, aku buatla lawak time tu. Argh seluar mahal mak cik terkoyak. Dia ckap "Bongek mak cik". Xdelah la lawak mana pun. Wahaha. Tangan aku x rasa sakit sgt pun, kebas! tp gedik buat muka sakit, budak Yam tu gelak je, die taw aku main2. So, after that aku dikejarkan ke hospital. Yo2 o je. Cuci luka, dapat ubat, then settle.

Esoknya, ayah pada budak tu dtg. Die cakap, die suruh anak die brek, tp budak tu g tekan minyak. Terbaiklah! Moto mak aku, Eh skuter mak aku ranap sbb masuk bawah kereta, kereta die rosak bumper. But then settle 0-0 ye pakcik. Yela aku pun xtaw sape yg slah, even aku yg cedera sbnarnya. Anak pakcik xde pape pun dalam kereta time tu. Trauma ke kau? Langgar orang. Hah!? Hah!? Skuter yg handle dah patah xleh guna langsung ngn kereta yg bumper je rosak. Camno ni? Ayah aku yg soft sgt setuju je, adik beradik katanya "org kampung". Aku pun yelah.....

Warning!! Warning!! Gambar Ngeri di Bawah. :P


P/s: kalau sakit ke cedera ke, korg kena take care dgn diri korg sendiri.. jgn harap kat org nak concern sgt pasal kite, yg menanggung tu diri sendiri, so sentiasa letakkan kesihatan tu sebagai keutamaan. :)

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Dicabar?

Sebabkan perasaan sensitif pelik yg aku ada ni aku selalu xsenang duduk.. Susah betul kan? Haiyak!

Pantang dicabar xkan ku menyerah, haha.. Kalau aku ada laptop akan ku buat research pasal benda alah tu.. ( esok exp x buat plak eh?)

Labcoat masih cantik, wokeyh..!! Gear nak buat experiment tuh! Combine ngn manusia yg xpernah segroup pun ngn aku before ni.. Baca lab manual, berlagak faham.. Check!!

Ready nak tido esok lab.. Tata!

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Ureshii!

Yeah, pg2 dah boleh tgk one piece.. Bahagia gler.. Hatiku berbunga2..

Selama ni x penah taw plak hp aku bleh play video from web.. Kuno sugguh.. (-__-")

Selepas ini, tiap2 pg tgk one piece ye... Ade lg stu reason nape aku happy.. Minggu ni dah start kelas jepun hoyeah! Sensei.. Yoroshku onegaishimasu! (^___^)

Harahetta.. Nak buat shake dulu, tata!

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Apply Master

Bilik bile sambung master.. Yeke?
Aku ni sbnarnye teringin sgt nak sambung master, kalau boleh betul2 after grade.. Xde la aku rasa boring melepak di rumah menambah berat.. Ye dak?
Harapnye hajat ni kesampaian, semoga Allah makbulkan impian aku ni..Semoga Asilah Reh dapat menyambung master di USM.. Amin
Semua org nak hidup senang betul x? Tp xbermakna senang itu datang dengan mengabaikan tanggungjawab yang di amanahkan oleh mak ayah.. Aku student lagi, xterpikir pun bisnes itu ini bagai.. Bak kata ustaz fauwaz, tetapkan matlamat : nak belajar.. Dah namanya pun student.. Duit mana la banyak macam gunung berapi tggu nak meletus.. Gunakan duit sebaiknya, xhutang ngn org xmenyusahkan mak ayah..
Sy mahu study sungguh2! :-B

Berjayakah?

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